1st Reading: Acts 9:1-20

Saul, still breathing murderous threats against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues in Damascus, that, if he should find any men or women who belonged to the Way, he might bring them back to Jerusalem in chains.  On his journey, as he was nearing Damascus, a light from the sky suddenly flashed around him.  He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?”  He said, “Who are you, sir?”  The reply came, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.  Now get up and go into the city and you will be told what you must do.”  The men who were traveling with him stood speechless, for they heard the voice but could see no one.  Saul got up from the ground, but when he opened his eyes he could see nothing; so they led him by the hand and brought him to Damascus.  For three days he was unable to see, and he neither ate nor drank.  There was a disciple in Damascus named Ananias, and the Lord said to him in a vision, “Ananias.”   He answered, “Here I am, Lord.”  The Lord said to him, “Get up and go to the street called Straight and ask at the house of Judas for a man from Tarsus named Saul.  He is there praying, and in a vision he has seen a man named Ananias come in and lay his hands on him, that he may regain his sight.”  But Ananias replied, “Lord, I have heard from many sources about this man, what evil things he has done to your holy ones in Jerusalem.  And here he has authority from the chief priests to imprison all who call upon your name.”   But the Lord said to him, “Go, for this man is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before Gentiles, kings, and children of Israel, and I will show him what he will have to suffer for my name.”   So Ananias went and entered the house; laying his hands on him, he said, “Saul, my brother, the Lord has sent me, Jesus who appeared to you on the way by which you came, that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.”   Immediately things like scales fell from his eyes and he regained his sight.  He got up and was baptized, and when he had eaten, he recovered his strength.  He stayed some days with the disciples in Damascus, and he began at once to proclaim Jesus in the synagogues, that he is the Son of God. 

Gospel: Jn 6:52-59

The Jews quarreled among themselves, saying, “How can this man give us his Flesh to eat?”   Jesus said to them, “Amen, amen, I say to you, unless you eat the Flesh of the Son of Man and drink his Blood, you do not have life within you.  Whoever eats my Flesh and drinks my Blood has eternal life, and I will raise him on the last day.  For my Flesh is true food, and my Blood is true drink.  Whoever eats my Flesh and drinks my Blood remains in me and I in him.  Just as the living Father sent me and I have life because of the Father, so also the one who feeds on me will have life because of me. This is the bread that came down from heaven.  Unlike your ancestors who ate and still died, whoever eats this bread will live forever.”  These things he said while teaching in the synagogue in Capernaum.

THIS IS THE BREAD THAT CAME DOWN FROM HEAVEN:  The mystery of the incarnation is an act of humility on the part of the Son of God (Phil 2:6-7). The Paschal mystery – the passion, death, and resurrection of Jesus – is a humbler act yet (Phil 2:8). The mystery of the Eucharist is the ultimate form of humility: God in Jesus takes on the form of bread and wine – mere food – so that we might see Him, touch Him, consume Him, and commune with Him tangibly. We, who partake of the bread that came down from heaven, are also called to humble ourselves, so that we may be raised up on the last day.

Prayer: Lord, I do believe: you are the bread of life.


A BROKEN INSTRUMENT: Ananias was completely puzzled when the Lord told him in a vision that Paul was to be used by God as his instrument. It did not make sense for him that the one who once was a persecutor of new born Christian community was to become an Apostle of Christ. If Ananias was surprised, Paul himself was the most surprised as he recognizes it in his own words: “Christ Jesus has appointed me to his service, although I had been a blasphemer, a persecutor and a rabid enemy. However, he took mercy on me, because I did not know what I was doing when I opposed the faith; and the grace of our Lord was more than abundant, together with faith and love that are in Christ Jesus” (1 Tim 1:13-14). The Lord can open for you ways which you have never expected. He uses your brokenness, weaknesses and wounds to build, strengthen and heal. What does not make sense for you can be transformed by God into an instrument to bring his love and mercy to many.


SPIRITUAL ENCOUNTER: The first reading gives us the narration on the encounter of St. Paul with the risen Lord. Paul whose name before conversion was Saul, was a persecutor of the Christians but the risen Lord converts him. St. Paul who was the enemy of the church has become the pillar of our Christian faith. We should not forget the role of Ananias in the spiritual journey of St. Paul since he helped him realize his call. My dear brethren, through sin we die and move into darkness. Faith in Jesus Christ makes us alive. We encounter the risen Lord through his word, his body and blood, and through the sacraments. When we receive his body and blood worthily, we abide in him and he also abides in us and gives us life which is eternal. With this,  we no longer walk in darkness.